Ngokuvamile, abesifazane abangaphezu kweminyaka engamashumi amathathu bahlangabezane nakho konke okufanele badlule kukho.Uma kuyiwa ocansini abasenabo ubuhlaza obabenza baphoxeke uma bebona abanye beqabulana besebancane.Iningi labesifazane abasebasha abavuthiwe kakade banamakhono abo ocansi, njengokugcona, ukuzijabulisa, ukuma, njll.
Nginomngane omkhulu ogama lakhe linguLisa.Umyeni wakhe kwadingeka ahlukaniswe naye kanye nezingane ngenxa yezizathu zomsebenzi, futhi babekwazi ukuhlangana inyanga eyodwa noma ezimbili kuphela ngonyaka.Kwesinye isikhathi ngiyamdabukela.Ukhathele kakhulu emsebenzini futhi kufanele akhulise izingane.Ngimeluleka ukuthi akhululeke kakhudlwana uma enesikhathi.Uhlale emamatheka kabuhlungu bese ethi, “Nami ngifuna ukwenza lokho!”Yebo, ubani ongafuna ukusebenza kanzima kangaka?Ngangikwazi ukububula futhi ngimkhuthaze, “Ungumama mbumbulu ongayedwana”, okwamenza wacishe wakhihla isililo.
Ngesinye isikhathi ngangixoxa naye futhi ngathi, “Umyeni wakho usebuyile ngemva kwesikhathi eside kangaka.Yini okufanele uyenze uma unezidingo zocansi?"Wathi, “Uma nginemicabango enjalo, ngizoyiyeka ngokushesha, kungenjalo yini engingayenza.”“Awukaze ucabange ngokuba nocingo noma ukuxoxa naye ngevidiyo?”Esho emamatheka kancane, “Kuyaphoxa, angazi ukuthi ngenzenjani, kungenzeka ngingakwamukeli, futhi angazi noma ngeke akuthande lokho.Siyizithandani ezindala manje, ungamvumeli angihleke.”Esho ehleka.
Kodwa ezinsukwini ezimbalwa ezedlule, waxoxa nami ngamathoyizi ocansi.Ngajabula kakhulu ekuqaleni.Yiqiniso, lokhu kujabula kwakungenxa yokuthi ngangijabule ngokuthi wayenesimo sengqondo esinjalo ngokuphila.Ngambuza ukuthi “Kungani uvele wacabanga ukuthenga amathoyizi ocansi?”.Wathula isikhashana wathi, “Ngikhathele kancane.Kukude kakhulu.Kuwo womabili ama-hemispheres, njalo uma ngimdinga, akekho.Ngifuna ukwabelana naye, kodwa namanje akekho.Okungiphatha kabi nakakhulu ukuthi, Akakuqondi ukuzinikela kwami nesimo sami sengqondo.Ungithinta kanye kuphela ngezikhathi ezithile, kodwa uzizwa engakhululekile futhi engajwayelekile ngisho nangocingo.”…”Ngakho-ke ngiyacabanga, uma ngingakwazi ukuxazulula izidingo zami ezingokwenyama ngedwa, ngingaphila kanje impilo yami yonke? ”esho emamatheka kabi.Ngangididekile.Nakuba ngivame ukukhuluma kangaka, ngibhekene nomngane wami omkhulu weminyaka eminingi, umzwangedwa wakhe wangishiya ngingawuvali umlomo.Ngangazi ukuthi wayezibambe izinyembezi, futhi wayazi ukuthi ngangizibambele mathupha ekumgoneni.Sahlala sodwa isikhashana, siphephetha umoya obandayo, ukuze silondoloze isithunzi sokuguga kwethu.
Isikhathi sokuthumela: Oct-19-2023
